I am youngest in my family. I have a sisters. Can you see the 's' there, meaning i have a ramai kakak. Yes, i am adik. I never cooked on myself, i knew a few way of cooking, but to do it myself, emmm i can't remember, if i ever do that?
Cummon peoples, kakak kan ada. Bahahaha.
When i was stayed at Bandar Baru Sentul alone, i cooked for a few times, most of the time, Maggie mee may be.. kekeke..
And guess, i married to Captain, who love to eat food at home. Oh man!. Have to cook everyday after work. Yeah after long journey on the road, i went home cook. What? Please believe it. Even my sisters like, are you kidding me? But, i still in learning progress. Most of my cooking is my first time. Easy, go to google, learn a few step, remember how my sisters did when i am just staring at them before. hehehe..And put a lot of passion and love. Done! your food is ready Captain!
I dont really love to ask people in words, how to cook? May be true that some people say, i am independent at my own style, It is not that i am sombong, and what so ever annoying words. It just that, i can't learn something by the word that people told me. I rather to read and do at my own style. Please, dont judge, thats the way i am.
Everyday, i will think what to serve Captain. He's love healthy food, more vegetables, protein and say no no to carbohydrate for dinner. Yeah, so scientific name of food. But, Captain is that way lately. No rice for dinner at all.
Sometimes, it is goes nice, sedap and can eat.(flip my aidijuma scarves again) But, yesterday i was trying to cook Koay Teow ladna. Ok fine, i thinks it is failed. And i was like, arghhhhh why why why tak sedap. Why i do this, why i do that? Cummon, yesterday was my Birthday Eve's.(suke-hati-eve). Why the foods go wrong on this day? huwaaaa.. I feels guilty to Captain and my MIL. I feels like, bodohnya aku. Bahahahaha
I don't know why, i feel uncomfortable in a few days. My nose keep bleeding, PMS and i am not comfortable with any baju and pants that i wore. And the feelings is made my mood on my birthday goes wrong. 2.00PM, 5th February 2014, please, i pray for a good things happen in a couple of hours. Lets pray for me too. I wish for "Happy" Birthday day's.
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One of my happy day photo.[/caption][caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="650"]

Can i wear this Nikah attire to work? I have a feeling not comfortable with any baju or pants these few days. It's spoiled my mood everyday then.[/caption]
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